Time for the emotional roller coaster to begin…
I’m sure it’s the estrogen talking, but for the past few days, I have been feeling “down”. I am usually a happy person, so I know that this a result of the Delestrogen injections. I have another injection tonight. In about a week or so, I will be adding progesterone to the mix in the [...]
Junel – An Improvment or Not?
I may have spoken too soon on the lack of side effects from the Junel I’m taking. Although I haven’t blown up at my husband (this is really good), I did have an emotional breakdown today while I was out to lunch. Thank goodness no one was with me. Today is a blistery cold day [...]
A tough day, plus a few thoughts about friendships…
Today, I would have been exactly 12 weeks pregnant. Today, we would have been telling people our news, as we had decided to do that upon entering the 2nd trimester. It hurts because that isn’t going to happen. Usually, I’m fine, and I’m not dwelling over the miscarriage. But today was a little hard because [...]
This and that…
Morning Sickness Still no morning sickness. Boy did I feel bad when I posted in a forum that I was wishing I had it. The next post came from a person suffering from morning sickness pretty badly, with every statement ending in an exclamation point. She was of course telling me how lucky I am, [...]
In a funk.
I’m usually a happy-go-lucky kind of gal, but lately, I just can’t seem to shake off this depressed feeling. I always get a little bit alarmed if I can’t get back to my normal self after a few days of feeling down. I suppose it’s normal, considering I just found out less than a week [...]
Ok, I’m angry.
I just spoke with my RE about the quality of my embryos during last cycle. You see, I was supposed to have approx. 4 embryos transferred on Day 3. OMFG I AM SO MAD. Well, on Day 3, they called me early in the morning and said, “we’re sorry, but we don’t know which ONE [...]
Feeling better today.
Yesterday was a doozy. I was so disappointed by my BFN and then on top of that, my DH was shutting me out. Of all the times I need him the most, he just wasn’t there for me. He eventually came out and we have since sort of patched things up, but I’m still sad [...]